dear God.........

a lonely road cross another coast day light..
Miles away from those i love,
hope is hard to find..
While i recall all the words u spoke to me..
Cant help but wish that i was there,
where i'd love to be
dear god,the only thing i asked of u is to hold her when i'm not around, when i'm much too far away..
Only,the person who can be true to u but i left her when i found her and now i wish i'd stay..
Coz i'm lonely,i'm tired, i'm missing u again,oh no..
Once again...
There's nothing here,for me on this barren road
there's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed..
Can't help but think of the times i've had with u..
Pictures and some memories have to help me trough.

my boy.......

He tells me he never wants to loose me..
He tells me I’m his everything..
He tells me he loves me with all his heart and much more….
He texts me telling me how much he is missing me
He tells me how much he wants me in his life n never let go……
He says he loves me till the end of time
He says: all I want is u…..
I says: I need u in my life….
I tells him I love him everyday
I’m thinking of him when ever he not around
Everytime we together I get this funny feeling…. Its love…..
He calls me up juz 2 see if I’m ok
He gives me his jacket when I’m cold..
He shows me how much he loves me in a way I cannot explain…
I say to him: ur arm is my castle,ur heart is my sky..
they wipe away the tears dat I cry
He lifts up my sprits when I’m down
He likes to show me how much he cares and love me
I don’t always 2 go to him to get a kiss n hug…he comes to me….
Bcoz…he says he needs me close by…
He says: everytime we touch he feels so free.. n epy..(me too)
I tells him that he made me epy n dats 1 of things I love about him…
He tells me we can love each other forever n always..( n I agree)
I love him more than anything else in this world
When I close my eyes I see him…my boy
He tells me he loves me more(but I know he doesn’t)
He tells me he wants to spend his whole life with me..
To marry me n to always love me..(its long time ago)
He tells me that when we kiss, he swears he love me…
When we have argument he comes round n say sory 4 many times..
But he should know when we do argue its brake me up inside…
So, when he comes over, I forgive him straight away..
I sees him more than my fren..i doesn’t care what they think…
I tells him if he ever left me,my whole world be upside down
bcoz when he in it, its complete!
He tells me that I’m d only one for him
He says: there’s no other girl for me, your d one I love
n want 2 spend my life with…
I tell him that I don’t want to loose him bcoz I love him so much…
I really want this to last bcoz ur d only one person I lives for……
He loves me….(maybe…)
n he knows dat I love him…love him everyday
everytime we r 2gether, I’m so epy.. get my happiness…..
I love u so much…my boy…
He says: he wants this to last
I want it too..to last as well… I love him forever n always…
I tell him i love him more n more eachday…
My boy…. I love u more n more my feelings will..
Now…everything was change….
That’s hurting me a lots.. full of sadness…still feel d pain…..
But…….. I will never change my love 4 u even u’re not mine…
I love u forever my boy…………….

because i love you...........................

I suppose u are here with me

maybe I won't be by myself

ur shadows that will always accompany me

filling my silentness at night

I always want to be with u

I will never turn myself away from u

even if u are far away from me

I will always wait

bcoz I love u...

my heart will always call u upon ur name

listen to it my love..

I promise my love is only for you

and will never to others..

do u miss me the same way that I miss u?

will I ever be able to fall asleep

without u beside me...

I will always wait for u.......

bcoz I love u........